"@ My Worst" (stylized in all lowercase) is a song by American singer Blackbear. It was released through Beartrap, Alamo, and Columbia Records on August 6, 2021 as the second single from his seventh EP Misery Lake.
Background and composition "@ My Worst" was written and produced by Blackbear and Andrew Goldstein. It was previewed in an Instagram story and a TikTok video posted in the EP's lead up. The song describes Blackbear hoping for his lover to still love them even when at his worst moments. Music video The music video for "@ My Worst" premiered on August 6, 2021 and was directed by Brent Campanelli. The video features Blackbear performing and wandering a house party while a woman dressed as the Devil haunts him.
Personnel Credits for "@ My Worst" adapted from Apple Music.
Musicians Matthew Musto – lead vocals Blake Straus – guitar Kaela – keyboards Bonnie Brooksbank – violin Emily Elkin – cello Harry Allen – drums
Production Blackbear – production, recording engineering Andrew Goldstein – production, recording engineering Alex Ghenea – mixing Dave Kutch – mastering
Charts + Chart performance for "@ My Worst" Chart (2021) Peakposition New Zealand Hot Singles (RMNZ) 11
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