Adrienne von Speyr (20 September 1902 – 17 September 1967) was a Swiss Catholic convert, physician, mystic, and author of some sixty books of spirituality and theology.
Biography Early life Adrienne von Speyr was born in La Chaux-de-Fonds, Switzerland, to an upper-middle-class Protestant family. Her father, Theodor von Speyr, was an ophthalmologist. Her mother, Laure Girard, was the descendant of a family of noted watchmakers and jewelers from Geneva and Neuchâtel. Adrienne was her parents' second child. Her sister, Hélène, was a year and a half older. Her first brother, Willy, who became a physician, was born in 1905 and died in 1978. Her second brother, Theodor, was born in 1913 and served as the director of the Swiss Bank Corporation in London for many years.
By Hans Urs von Balthasar's account, von Speyr was the "unloved child" in her family, despite her cheerfulness. Her mother scolded her daily, often without reason, which led Adrienne to turn to prayer and to develop an appreciation for sacrifice and renunciation. She was close to her father, who understood and respected her, sometimes taking her with him to the hospital to visit sick children. This sparked her desire to become a physician, which would eventually guide her toward a career as a family doctor. In her primary school years, she began knitting for the poor, forming a society with her friends for this purpose. From early on, she had a deep relationship with her grandmother, a prayerful Calvinist.
Von Speyr was a precocious student. As a child, she even occasionally substituted for a teacher who suffered from asthma. In her religion classes, however, she began to sense an emptiness in the form of Protestantism being offered. Although she had no exposure to the Roman Catholic Church, she had some early intuitions about Catholic practice. At the age of nine, she gave a talk to her classmates about the Jesuits, after an angel had told her "that the Jesuits were people who loved Jesus totally, and that the truth of God was greater than that of men, and as a result one could not always tell people everything exactly as one understands it in God". After her conversion to Catholicism in 1940, at thirty-eight years old, she recounted to her confessor Hans Urs von Balthasar that as a young child she encountered in a stairwell a man she only now recognized to be Saint Ignatius of Loyola. During her teenage years, she once reproached a religion teacher for his "prejudice" against Catholicism.
Education and teenage years For secondary school, von Speyr attended a coeducational gymnasium, where she excelled, particularly in Latin and Greek. At her mother's insistence, she also spent a year at a girls' school in La Chaux-de-Fonds, since the gymnasium was thought to give her too much exposure to boys. Here, she met fellow student Madeleine Gallet, who became a close companion and helped her mold her sense of Christian discipleship. After a year, von Speyr's father allowed her to return to the gymnasium, where her classmates greeted her with wild applause when she entered. She was popular for her sense of humor and strong ethical judgment.
In November 1917, at age fifteen, she experienced a vision of the Blessed Virgin Mary. "I had never seen anything so beautiful", she later remarked, noting that this image of Mary gave her a "place of refuge" in the years that followed.
Adrienne was often sick, with spondylitis that frequently kept her bedridden. According to von Balthasar, she always became ill before Easter and sensed that this was connected with Good Friday. She came to understand her physical suffering as a way of sharing in the pain of others, and she spent much time with the patients at her uncle's psychiatric hospital near Bern, where she discovered a gift for consoling the sick. Theodor von Speyr, Adrienne's father, died of gastrointestinal perforation in January 1918, when she was fifteen. After his death, Adrienne studied at a business school at her mother's request, in addition to her work at the gymnasium. Just a few months later, she contracted tuberculosis, and doctors believed she would die within a year. She was sent to a sanatorium at Leysin, where she was cared for by her cousin, a physician. Her mother rarely wrote or visited. At the sanatorium, von Speyr learned Russian, read Fyodor Dostoyevsky, and was invited to give lectures to fellow patients. One of these talks reportedly prompted her friend Louisa Jacques (later the Poor Clare Sister Mary of the Holy Trinity) to remark, "You're going to make me become a Catholic". At Leysin, Adrienne, too, began to feel drawn to the Roman Catholic Church.
After recovering from a second bout of tuberculosis, von Speyr studied nursing for several months at Hôpital Saint-Loup near Pompaples, but left dissatisfied. She eventually moved with her family to Basel in summer 1921 to finish her secondary studies. Although her mother tried to arrange a job and a husband for her, Adrienne resolved instead to enter medical school at the University of Basel, which created a rift between them. She studied in the Faculty of Medicine between 1923 and 1926, working as a tutor to pay her tuition. She was a pupil of Gerhard Hotz and became a friend of fellow medical students Adolf Portmann, a zoologist, and Franz Merke, a surgeon. She was inspired by the dedication of several doctors and nurses, and shocked by what she perceived as the cowardice or egotism of others. These experiences would later shape her views on the medical practice, particularly her beliefs in the physician's responsibility for his patients, in the medical profession as self-giving service, in the treatment of the whole person, and in the call to accompany terminally ill patients to the end. In a short biography of von Speyr, von Balthasar lists some of the decisive features of her time in medical school:[C]omplete contentment when she could finally work with the sick, when she could make silent rounds at night in the wards in order to comfort, to help, to prepare the dying for death; her indignation when patients used in demonstrations in the lecture halls or unwed mothers in the delivery room were not treated with respect for their human dignity; her anger when a doctor, responsible for the death of a patient, put the blame on one of the nurses (Adrienne saw to it that his lectures were boycotted by the entire student body until the doctor had to give up his professorship in Basel); her admiration at the silent asceticism of a large number of the nurses."In these and many other experiences", he adds, "Adrienne learned to seek the God whom she had not yet succeeded in truly finding by the way of service to neighbor".
Medical practice
In 1930, von Speyr passed her state boards to become a licensed physician, one of the first women in Switzerland to be admitted to the profession. The following year, she started a family medicine practice in Basel. As a doctor, she refused to perform abortions and reportedly dissuaded "thousands of women" from abortion over the course of her career. Since her clientele was mostly poor, she treated many of them free of charge; according to von Balthasar, she “saw as many as sixty to eighty patients a day”.von Balthasar, Hans Urs, Adriennes Charisma, in Adrienne von Speyr und ihre kirchliche Sendung, eds. Hans Urs von Balthasar, Georges Chantraine, and Angelo Scola (Einsiedeln: Johannes Verlag, 1986), p. 176. After moving her office to her home for a time during the early 1950s,Hans Urs von Balthasar, Adrienne von Speyr als Ärztin, in Missionskalender 1972, ed. Benediktiner-Missionare von St. Ottilien (Eresing: Editions Sankt Ottilien, 1972), pp. 58–61. von Speyr ceased to practice medicine due to illness in 1954.
Marriage and family life In 1927, during a trip to San Bernardino, Switzerland, some friends of von Speyr introduced her to the University of Basel historian Emil Dürr, a widower with two young sons. Dürr and von Speyr married, living on the Münsterplatz near the historic Basel Minster church. Von Speyr, who took the name of Dürr, became an adoptive mother to the two boys, Niklaus and Arnold, and played an active role with her husband in upper-class Basel society. She had three miscarriages and bore no children of her own. The couple “seriously considered becoming Catholic”, but Emil died suddenly in a tram accident in 1934, after seven years of marriage. The untimely death of her husband led Adrienne into an interior crisis, provoking her to contemplate suicide until her friend Franz Merke intervened.
The widowed von Speyr continued to raise Niklaus and Arnold on her own and to practice medicine. In 1936, Emil Dürr's friend and colleague Werner Kaegi — who knew the boys and wanted to help raising them – proposed a marriage, and she accepted.Adrienne von Speyr, Geheimnis der Jugend (Einsiedeln: Johannes Verlag, 1966), p. 299. Kaegi, a lifelong member of the Swiss Reformed Church, encouraged von Speyr to explore Catholicism, and she converted in 1940. Von Speyr's daughter-in-law Lore Dürr-Freckmann recalls that the couple provided financially for single mothers and opened their home to disadvantaged women and children. Between 1952 and 1967, the Kaegi family also offered a room in their house to Father Hans Urs von Balthasar.Peter Henrici, Hans Urs von Balthasar: A Sketch of His Life, in Communio 16 (Fall 1989): 326.
Niklaus and Arnold both married and had a number of children, who considered von Speyr their grandmother. Von Speyr remained close to her sons, daughters-in-law, and grandchildren until her death in 1967. In interviews, her family has described her as joyful, warm, and generous.
Conversion
Von Speyr began to attend Mass periodically after her husband Emil Dürr’s death in 1934. In the years following his fatal accident, she found it difficult to pray, especially the line “Thy will be done” in the Our Father. After her marriage to Werner Kaegi in 1936, von Speyr made several unsuccessful attempts to contact Catholic priests to receive instruction in the Catholic faith.
In 1940, after recovering from a heart attack, she was introduced by a friend to Father Hans Urs von Balthasar, a Jesuit priest then serving as a university chaplain in Basel. She told him of her interest in entering the Catholic Church, and he began to give her catechetical instruction. Von Balthasar says of this process, “In the instructions she understood everything immediately, as though she had only—and for how long!—waited to hear exactly what I was saying in order to affirm it.” Von Speyr praised the Jesuit for having “removed all the obstacles for me” in prayer. She was received into the Catholic Church on All Saints’ Day, November 1, 1940. After the liturgy, von Speyr apologized for having accidentally omitted the words “extra quam nulla salus” during the profession of faith; when von Balthasar and her husband both replied that they had heard the phrase, she remarked, “Then maybe an angel said it for me”.Adrienne von Speyr, Nachlasswerke, vol. 8 (Einsiedeln: Johannes Verlag, 1975), pp. 160–61. Still, some scholars have criticized her for leaving out this portion of the profession. She was confirmed shortly after her reception into the Church, with the critic and translator Albert Béguin as her sponsor.
Since von Speyr had many Protestant friends in Basel, her conversion to Catholicism caused some controversy. Her own mother and siblings took a distance from her after her confirmation, though they would reconcile years later. Von Speyr's husband, Werner, supported her embrace of Catholicism, but he himself did not convert. Her sons Niklaus and Arnold, with their children, were eventually received into the Church, along with other family members.